Dark Side Creations

        I sit looking at the clock
   Wondering where time has gone
   If life is suppose to have a purpose
   Or if I’ve already wasted it away
   If anything I’ve done had any meaning
   And if the ones I love see my torment
   The wrecking ball that has become my life
   Breaking me down into nothing
   Growing to a point where I don’t give a ****
   About what is real anymore
   Falling further from reality
   Into a warped demented Hell
   Trapped behind all I fear
   My darkest thoughts painted across my mind
   Like a blood stained love story
   Beating me into submission
   I cry like a child
   My pain never being heard
   In a **** world
   That I no longer wish to live in
   Where life is pointless
   And time doesn’t matter anymore
   While my head becomes cloudy
   My skin so very fragile
   As the abyss consumes me
   And I finally begin to wither...